i like my makeup today hehe

Penguin.

I’ve never felt like someone cared about me as much as I cared about them. I’ve never gotten surprised with flowers on a date. I’ve never been asked on a date even. I’ve never been kissed as if I meant the whole world. I’ve never had someone who wanted to show me off as his own. I’ve never had someone tell me that I motivate them to do things they already do so well. I’ve just never had someone to be by my side, to be the one who I could call my other half.

And because I’ve never experienced such things, it would only feel foreign if I were to have someone like that.

But I do now. 

I feel like everyday i’m only liking this guy even more than yesterday, and everyday I look forward to hearing his sleepy voice on the phone in the morning just to say good morning.

This is so new to me, but I hope and pray that this will last. Because I’m done being afraid. I’ve found who I want to be with, and this is the guy. All my excuses and doubts have fallen short. 

I’m just so happy. Thank you God, for letting me meet such a great person. 

:)